The Best Things Said

Crying Eyes

2009-01-13T20:33:00.000-08:00

P: have u ever felt like crying when u tell someone u love them?

B: i do that with u a lot

P: thats how i feel everytime i tell u that i love u, i feel like crying everytime. like telling u in words is not enough that i feel like crying. well, i usually cry when i tell u that. tear up then tears just fall down

P: did u know that when ur not talking to me, or not here, i get really lonely? like something is missing

B: Nothing is satisfying anymore; only the time I spend yakking with her, hearing about her day, her thoughts, understanding her happiness and trying to figure out a way to overturn her sadness and loneliness. What she might not know is that without her, I feel just as lonely. i wrote that on the blog

P: i know. i feel like theres a hole inside me when ur not here

B: how can this be a good sign?

P: i dunno.. i guess thats how big a part of my life u are

P: Let me tell u this. ever since i met u, i havent been thinking of anyone else but u. until now, and i dont think id love anyone as much as i love u

B: until now????

P: let me rephrase that. even now.

B: that's bc ur stuck in that town

P: babe, they still have cute guys here. well that was before i met u.

B: good save

P: its true, u know. my bro gets pissed coz i want t go home early so i can talk to u. when i used to stay out until wee hours in the morning and i would never think of replacing you or hurting u. i am blind. i dont see guys as interesting beings anymore. i just see u. ur always on my mind, keeps popping everytime, and i smile whenever that happens.

P: u being a part of my life makes me the happiest ive ever been

Even MORE Sweetness

2009-01-07T17:45:00.000-08:00

P: im sorry i cant be there to take care of u
i dont like u feeling paaaaaain
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
my baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaby
i want to take care of uuuuuuuu
wish i could make u feel better

P: tells u that i love you so much it leaves me breathless just telling u that
i miss u every minute of every day
it makes me teary eyed
everytime i say i love u
i love u so much i feel like my heart is about to burst
im crying right now
can i keep u forever?
i want to keep u here with me forever
i want to hold ur hand and take long walks with u
i want to wake up every morning seeing ur face and ur arms around me
i want to close my eyes at night with u holding me close
i want to see u walk into the door after work so i can wrap my arms around u tight
i want to eat and dunk oreos with u
i want to watch tv with u holding me close and ur fingers playing with my hair
i want to tell u how much i love u every chance i get
i want to hug u whenever ur down

P: ur the only guy who made me cry of too much happiness

P: il stay with u forever and longer than forever
ur the best thing that life threw at me
the best surprise ever
looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
i love u very very very very very much baby

P: saying goodnight is hard
i usually suck at saying byes but this is too hard
i dont want u to go
im about to cry
I can't say bye
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
i love u much more than i can tell u baby

P: i love u baby. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss. u are my one and only baby, the only one who can make my heart skip beats. u mean everything to me, braiden. im glad that i get to spend my days knowing u more and more. have fun baby. come back to me soon.

She Said....

2009-01-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year handsome.

Whispers in ur ear that i love u.

Tells u that u are the best thing that ever happened to me, and that my life turned upside down, made me a better person, made me love life more.

You mean everything to me. ur my life.

All i want is u.

I thought i was just going through life fast and not making good memories. the moment i knew u, something stirred inside me that made me feel that im not such a lost cause.

You made me see life in a different perspective, gave meaning to life itself.

I could easily be a lost cause baby. good thing i met u.

All im sure of is that i will never be a lost cause now. i love u my happy pill.

I am so blessed to have u in my life and be loved by u.

I will be ur greatest fan babe. i will be ur strength, and i will love u the best way i know how for as long as i live.

Everything u do is perfect.

My soulmate. 2 parts of a whole.

I wont let go either baby. im keeping you forever.

I love you much more than i can tell u.

Silence----freefall.

Perfect.

2009-01-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

B to P:

who loves you more than words?????
who would give you the world if he could
who will be with you forever
who will father your children (we hope)
who will you marry one day and make the happiest man alive
who loves you ugly duckling or beautiful swan
who will make sure u stay on asthma meds
who loves making love to you
and one day, who will YOU become....

.....Mrs. Alexander?
Perfect.

You, Braiden. Only you can do those things.

Loving you more and more.

Truly Blessed

2009-01-01T02:20:00.000-08:00

i love u sooo much baby... u mean everything to me.

YOU are my life too.. all i want to do is make u happy, and give u everything ur heart has ever longed for, support u, be ur biggest fan, be ur strength, safeguard ur heart. ur truly wrapped around my soul

baby, u were the missing puzzle piece i needed. And now i have you, everything is complete and i feel whole. this is success to me.

this happiness u stir up in my heart. i think this is what God wants for people to experience. this eternal happiness and gratefulness.

my life started to make sense the moment you walked through the door

..... these took my breath away, made my heart stop then beat fast again. I couldnt ask for anything better than this.. Actually, there is nothing better than this.. These words are etched in my heart forever. Thank you for making me the happiest person today, yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the past few months that we've been together.

I am so in love with you, baby. I love you so much more than I can tell you.

My Baby's Words Make My Heart Skip Beats

2008-12-31T00:11:00.000-08:00

Who knew being online would allow me the gift of finding my soulmate....

I love my mind when I'm fucking you. Slowed to a crawl.

I'll never love anyone as much as I love you, baby, that's a fact. im so blessed for having u in my life. loving u forever. I'll love you forever. My heart is yours.

I love you much more than I can tell or show you. My love for you exceeded my expectations, I fell for you so much deeper than I expected, and I am embracing everything. I am freefalling, and not holding back on anything. You're worth it.

Holding you tight and never letting go, baby.

This song reminds me of my happy pill, my baby. ^___^

Missed him the whole day. I cant stop thinking about him, wondering what he is doing or if he is okay. And when I come home and talk to him.... the greatest feeling in the world to just tell him that I missed him so much and that Im glad he's there even though I still miss him.

I wanted that person to know how special he is for me, because he makes me feel loved to no end, and I want to make sure that I let him feel the same.

Baby!

^____^

I looooooove you.

waaaaaaaahhh!

^_____^

2008-12-30T23:07:00.000-08:00

u make each day more outstanding, like living in a wonderful dream without the pinch.

i missed u.

our eyes locked and smiling at each other, not having to say how much we love each other because it is reflected through our eyes, through our hearts, and through our souls.

first time i've liked having a stalker. that's when u know ur inlove.. u don't mind the stalker in ur life; in fact, u welcome it and leave the door open.

i love u too.

thank you for letting me love u and giving me ur heart

not letting go

i love u so much baby

come back to me

u make every single day better than the one before and that blows me away

Honestly, if i haven't gotten tired of u yet, i will never get tired of u. i could spend every moment with u and be so happy.

my heart just skipped a beat

i promise
on my life and urs
can't get enough of u

if i were to put the best things that B told me... I can go on for days...

love u. Im keeping u forever.